Dear 18-year-old me. I did it. I actually did it. I turned 40. And its not bad, not at all. That’s what I wish I could tell my younger self. 40 years old was always an age, that I would fear. I always imagined that one, I wouldn’t live to be 40. I couldn’t imagineContinue reading “Turning 40 is not the end, its a New Beginning.”
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Better Late than Never…
Here goes… So, its been a long time since I have written anything. Too long. And its not because I didn’t have anything to write about. Its actually been the opposite. I struggle to write now, because I have no idea about where to start. I have a million things to get off my chest.Continue reading “Better Late than Never…”
At a crossroad…
Faydra took a deep breath… But not enough air would flow through her lungs. Every time she took a breath, she felt she had taken none. Her head full of thoughts. She craved peace of mind, but every time she tried to relax, she failed. For a year she had been standing at a crossroad.Continue reading “At a crossroad…”
2023 – A year of Love, loss, and Family
It’s a brand-new day in a new year. Today it’s the first of January of 2024, and as tradition on this day, I sit down and reflect on the year past. 2023 is a year I will always remember, for many reasons. Love The 10th of January last year, I meet the love of myContinue reading “2023 – A year of Love, loss, and Family”
Too Soon…
Before you read this. There might be triggers. So, thread carefully… It happened… The storm I feared came sooner than I expected. The storm as expected tore through the foundation I had so carefully built the last year. Everything that I had so carefully built up for myself, shattered and I am now at squareContinue reading “Too Soon…”
Fight… Dad… Please…!
Faydra ran. As fast as her legs could carry her. It was storming. The worst storm she had ever been outside in. But she didn’t care. Lightning struck a near by tree. Fire engulfed it and made the ground shake. This only made her run faster. She didn’t care. If she was struck by lightningContinue reading “Fight… Dad… Please…!”
Its TIME to JUST Jump over that CLIFF…
I’m at a crossroad in my life right now. I reached the end of the road I was following so intently. I knew where I was going, I knew what I wanted. Even though it was a simple dream, a simple direction, it felt right. And following this road, that direction led me to whereContinue reading “Its TIME to JUST Jump over that CLIFF…”
I cant believe im doing this…
But here I go I finally think I understand what my life mission is… What my purpose is. What I want to spend the next many years fighting for And honestly, I am all over the place making this important life decision. I feel a lot right now. Mostly I feel excited. Ecstatic and IContinue reading “I cant believe im doing this…”
Words in Anger of a Forgotten Feeling
I’ve haven’t been this angry in years. Today my past came up like never before, and I needed to write. I needed the words on paper so I could release them safely from my head. Today I write in anger, but I hope the message is clear enough, without too much anger. I know itsContinue reading “Words in Anger of a Forgotten Feeling”
Learning How to create a Budget for the First Time
There is a lot I am in control over in my life right now. My routine/daily schedule – check A healthy lifestyle – check Healthy friendships – check A good work routine and flow – check But there is one thing I am absolutely horrible at managing. And I have always been the worst atContinue reading “Learning How to create a Budget for the First Time”
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