Dear 18-year-old me. I did it. I actually did it. I turned 40. And its not bad, not at all. That’s what I wish I could tell my younger self. 40 years old was always an age, that I would fear. I always imagined that one, I wouldn’t live to be 40. I couldn’t imagineContinue reading “Turning 40 is not the end, its a New Beginning.”
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2023 – A year of Love, loss, and Family
It’s a brand-new day in a new year. Today it’s the first of January of 2024, and as tradition on this day, I sit down and reflect on the year past. 2023 is a year I will always remember, for many reasons. Love The 10th of January last year, I meet the love of myContinue reading “2023 – A year of Love, loss, and Family”
When Life Beats You Down…
It’s the day after I had my miscarriage. And after an entire day in tears, and having trouble sleeping, I am left feeling a sense of peace. Something bad happened. Something I had been scared off. Dreading… But now after it happened, I am okay. I still feel sad, and that will properly follow meContinue reading “When Life Beats You Down…”
Fight… Dad… Please…!
Faydra ran. As fast as her legs could carry her. It was storming. The worst storm she had ever been outside in. But she didn’t care. Lightning struck a near by tree. Fire engulfed it and made the ground shake. This only made her run faster. She didn’t care. If she was struck by lightningContinue reading “Fight… Dad… Please…!”
I cant believe im doing this…
But here I go I finally think I understand what my life mission is… What my purpose is. What I want to spend the next many years fighting for And honestly, I am all over the place making this important life decision. I feel a lot right now. Mostly I feel excited. Ecstatic and IContinue reading “I cant believe im doing this…”
Words in Anger of a Forgotten Feeling
I’ve haven’t been this angry in years. Today my past came up like never before, and I needed to write. I needed the words on paper so I could release them safely from my head. Today I write in anger, but I hope the message is clear enough, without too much anger. I know itsContinue reading “Words in Anger of a Forgotten Feeling”
The 3 Voices
Today I want to dive deeper into my own head. To the voices I hear, and I am not talking about hearing voices, but how I talk to myself. And to do this, I will start with a little story, to best explain it. You all know by now, that I love my stories. LetsContinue reading “The 3 Voices”
The Reason why I escaped into the World of Online Gaming
I’ve been thinking a lot about the reason why I chose to live half my life in the virtual gaming world, instead of living in the real world. And I think to really emphasise what happened back then Ill start with a story. What I will share today is something I’ve been ashamed of forContinue reading “The Reason why I escaped into the World of Online Gaming”
Welcome To my Head…
This is going to be a different post then I normally do. This post I plan to make a future series off. It’s about the thoughts and feelings roaming around in my head and body. I at times have to write a mind dumb as a call it, so I both get it out thereContinue reading “Welcome To my Head…”
The Seasons of Life
Life is a beautiful thing, but it can also be one’s personal hell, but what if you find yourself feeling scared of the beautiful and instead find yourself thriving in hell? The Tree That Inspired me On my way home from my group meeting I saw this tree. A few months ago, this was inContinue reading “The Seasons of Life”
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