Dear 18-year-old me. I did it. I actually did it. I turned 40. And its not bad, not at all. That’s what I wish I could tell my younger self. 40 years old was always an age, that I would fear. I always imagined that one, I wouldn’t live to be 40. I couldn’t imagineContinue reading “Turning 40 is not the end, its a New Beginning.”
Category Archives: Present
Better Late than Never…
Here goes… So, its been a long time since I have written anything. Too long. And its not because I didn’t have anything to write about. Its actually been the opposite. I struggle to write now, because I have no idea about where to start. I have a million things to get off my chest.Continue reading “Better Late than Never…”
At a crossroad…
Faydra took a deep breath… But not enough air would flow through her lungs. Every time she took a breath, she felt she had taken none. Her head full of thoughts. She craved peace of mind, but every time she tried to relax, she failed. For a year she had been standing at a crossroad.Continue reading “At a crossroad…”
2023 – A year of Love, loss, and Family
It’s a brand-new day in a new year. Today it’s the first of January of 2024, and as tradition on this day, I sit down and reflect on the year past. 2023 is a year I will always remember, for many reasons. Love The 10th of January last year, I meet the love of myContinue reading “2023 – A year of Love, loss, and Family”
Fight… Dad… Please…!
Faydra ran. As fast as her legs could carry her. It was storming. The worst storm she had ever been outside in. But she didn’t care. Lightning struck a near by tree. Fire engulfed it and made the ground shake. This only made her run faster. She didn’t care. If she was struck by lightningContinue reading “Fight… Dad… Please…!”
Its TIME to JUST Jump over that CLIFF…
I’m at a crossroad in my life right now. I reached the end of the road I was following so intently. I knew where I was going, I knew what I wanted. Even though it was a simple dream, a simple direction, it felt right. And following this road, that direction led me to whereContinue reading “Its TIME to JUST Jump over that CLIFF…”
I cant believe im doing this…
But here I go I finally think I understand what my life mission is… What my purpose is. What I want to spend the next many years fighting for And honestly, I am all over the place making this important life decision. I feel a lot right now. Mostly I feel excited. Ecstatic and IContinue reading “I cant believe im doing this…”
Love is Just Love…
Its funny how life works The moment I give up on the idea of finding love, the moment I feel like I don’t really need it and feel absolutely content being single. Boom I find it. And it’s like nothing I have ever experienced before. I’ve been single for 4 years, and this might notContinue reading “Love is Just Love…”
Everything really is possible with these small steps
I have so much to write about, I have no idea how I can possibly fit it into a blog post. I have no idea where to begin, how I can describe in good enough detail how I am feeling and thinking. I am absolutely in awe of how life feels right now. I seeContinue reading “Everything really is possible with these small steps”
Words in Anger of a Forgotten Feeling
I’ve haven’t been this angry in years. Today my past came up like never before, and I needed to write. I needed the words on paper so I could release them safely from my head. Today I write in anger, but I hope the message is clear enough, without too much anger. I know itsContinue reading “Words in Anger of a Forgotten Feeling”
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