But here I go I finally think I understand what my life mission is… What my purpose is. What I want to spend the next many years fighting for And honestly, I am all over the place making this important life decision. I feel a lot right now. Mostly I feel excited. Ecstatic and IContinue reading “I cant believe im doing this…”
Category Archives: My past
Everything really is possible with these small steps
I have so much to write about, I have no idea how I can possibly fit it into a blog post. I have no idea where to begin, how I can describe in good enough detail how I am feeling and thinking. I am absolutely in awe of how life feels right now. I seeContinue reading “Everything really is possible with these small steps”
Words in Anger of a Forgotten Feeling
I’ve haven’t been this angry in years. Today my past came up like never before, and I needed to write. I needed the words on paper so I could release them safely from my head. Today I write in anger, but I hope the message is clear enough, without too much anger. I know itsContinue reading “Words in Anger of a Forgotten Feeling”
Dont Think Just Do
I started thinking about this phrase years ago. Don’t think Just do. What it means to me is when I start overthinking something, when I start feeling scared or nervous of making a jump towards something I want, I say this phrase in my mind, a few times, and instead of thinking I just Do.Continue reading “Dont Think Just Do”
From a Sedentary Lifestyle to exercising Daily…
Today I want to write about exercise. A year ago, I hardly moved on a daily basis. I was lucky if I got 1000 steps in every day. I live at home so my mom would bring me dinner, while I was in my chair working or playing my computer. I would only ever getContinue reading “From a Sedentary Lifestyle to exercising Daily…”
Christmas will never be the same after this
December A month where magic and miracles happen A month where you come together with family Where snow coats the ground in a beautiful white A time to reflect on the year gone by too quickly. A time with Christmas songs blaring out loud in the shops A time where you see Christmas decorations everywhere.Continue reading “Christmas will never be the same after this”
Finding my Purpose and how much I Changed because of it.
When I was 18, I dreamed big. I dreamed of writing books. I dreamed of going to university, having a degree in something. I dreamed of having a career, and a family one day. Of having my very own house and live a life that most people do. 10 years later when I turned 28,Continue reading “Finding my Purpose and how much I Changed because of it.”
Overcoming My Fear of Exercise
My friend texted me “You want to join me in the gym today” At first, I felt excitement. I had just joined the gym, but never actually been there yet. But then I started feeling a sense of dread. “What if I start hyperventilating again?” I thought My experience in the past when I usedContinue reading “Overcoming My Fear of Exercise”
The Reason why I escaped into the World of Online Gaming
I’ve been thinking a lot about the reason why I chose to live half my life in the virtual gaming world, instead of living in the real world. And I think to really emphasise what happened back then Ill start with a story. What I will share today is something I’ve been ashamed of forContinue reading “The Reason why I escaped into the World of Online Gaming”
The Seasons of Life
Life is a beautiful thing, but it can also be one’s personal hell, but what if you find yourself feeling scared of the beautiful and instead find yourself thriving in hell? The Tree That Inspired me On my way home from my group meeting I saw this tree. A few months ago, this was inContinue reading “The Seasons of Life”
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