It’s the day after I had my miscarriage. And after an entire day in tears, and having trouble sleeping, I am left feeling a sense of peace. Something bad happened. Something I had been scared off. Dreading… But now after it happened, I am okay. I still feel sad, and that will properly follow meContinue reading “When Life Beats You Down…”
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Overcoming My Fear of Exercise
My friend texted me “You want to join me in the gym today” At first, I felt excitement. I had just joined the gym, but never actually been there yet. But then I started feeling a sense of dread. “What if I start hyperventilating again?” I thought My experience in the past when I usedContinue reading “Overcoming My Fear of Exercise”
The Reason why I escaped into the World of Online Gaming
I’ve been thinking a lot about the reason why I chose to live half my life in the virtual gaming world, instead of living in the real world. And I think to really emphasise what happened back then Ill start with a story. What I will share today is something I’ve been ashamed of forContinue reading “The Reason why I escaped into the World of Online Gaming”
Finding the small Flicker of light in the Dark…
I’ve been beaten down by life several times, and every single time it felt like there was no way out of that darkness. Every time I was so sure this was the end, and nothing would ever be good again. That I had reached the peak of life and there was only one way out…Death.Continue reading “Finding the small Flicker of light in the Dark…”
The Longest I’ve ever been single.
How has it been like? My last relationship was over 2 and a half years ago, and for many this isn’t a long time to be single, but for me, it’s a lifetime. Since I was 17 and until today, at an age of 37 I’ve jumped from one relationship to another. Never allowing myselfContinue reading “The Longest I’ve ever been single.”
Creating Healthier Habits
My life is in a weird place right now. But in a good way. I no longer live a sedentary life where I sit in front of my computer from the minute I wake up until the second I hit the pillow at night. I no longer sleep whenever I want but go to bedContinue reading “Creating Healthier Habits”
Up the Mountain
Today I’m going to try something new. Something different. Here it goes… Faydra had one goal. To reach the top of the mountain in the far distance, the sun was setting, and she felt she was running out of time, she had to move now and fast. She was excited and picked up her stepContinue reading “Up the Mountain”
How falling in love with a friend, made me realize its time to take a break from love
A lot have been on my mind these last few months and one of these things has been love. Now before I can fully describe this conundrum, I have to start from the beginning. Like every fairy tale starts Once upon a time there was this girl who idolized fairy tales and only ever dreamedContinue reading “How falling in love with a friend, made me realize its time to take a break from love”
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