TOO Sensitive… TOO Nice…TOO Caring…

Soo I’ve been trying to work on my videos all week, but the heat is driving me mad, so I started thinking and surprisingly it wasn’t my videos that was on mind this time. It was being a highly sensitive. I’ve written about being a highly sensitive person before, one of my first post’s whenContinue reading “TOO Sensitive… TOO Nice…TOO Caring…”

Friendship should be about being able to be YOURSELF.

I wanted to write about friendship as an HSP (Highly sensitive person), but the more I looked at the empty paper in front of me I just couldn’t put into words what I was going to write. I kept thinking back to one episode in my life that was recent in my mind still. IContinue reading “Friendship should be about being able to be YOURSELF.”

Bombardement of Impressions as a Highly Sensitive Person

One of the subjects that’s been on my mind lately, is something the last few years and especially in my past I’ve struggled with. So much so that I avoided it as much as I could. The subject I want to talk about today, is something so simple as going outside my door. I’ve alwaysContinue reading “Bombardement of Impressions as a Highly Sensitive Person”

I am?

And the Grind continues It’s been a few weeks, since I made my decision to not let fear and doubt rule my actions anymore, and I’ve accomplished a lot of good things. Ive learnt a lot. Ive learned how to use photoshop better. Ive learned a few things about adobe premiere pro. I Started streamingContinue reading “I am?”

The dangers of being too content!

Is living in a state of being content happiness or is it just to avoid being hurt again? I was sitting in my own world watching Netflix when I suddenly came to a realisation. Its funny that these moments always come out of the blue, and you have no idea why it hasn’t been revealedContinue reading “The dangers of being too content!”

How falling in love with a friend, made me realize its time to take a break from love

A lot have been on my mind these last few months and one of these things has been love. Now before I can fully describe this conundrum, I have to start from the beginning. Like every fairy tale starts Once upon a time there was this girl who idolized fairy tales and only ever dreamedContinue reading “How falling in love with a friend, made me realize its time to take a break from love”

I have a confession to make

I have a confession to make In the last post I wrote about my ambitions, how I wanted to become a You tuber and a streamer, how I wanted to fight for the things I dream about and that I dream big. My confession isn’t about those things. I still want those things. My ambitionContinue reading “I have a confession to make”

How do you heal after a loss in your life?

Everyone who is alive today will or have experienced a loss of a person. Either it’s a death or it’s a relationship ending. I know those two losses are different, but the feeling is still the same. How do you heal after a loss? My gran mother’s death: Both my gran mothers died, fairly quicklyContinue reading “How do you heal after a loss in your life?”

How I turned Pain into my biggest motivator

I’ve dealt with a lot of pain in my life, not the psychical kind, even though when you are in great emotional pain, it does have a great affect on your body as well, but the kind of pain that sits in your heart. Losing people, I care about, feelings of being rejected or hurtContinue reading “How I turned Pain into my biggest motivator”

My time dealing with anxiety, panic attacks and isolation, and how I got through it

Around 8 years ago I had just been diagnosed with 3 personality disorders, partial borderline disorder, avoidant personality disorder and social anxiety disorder, and was told I still had some symptoms of PTSD (Post traumatic stress disorder) What is Borderline, avoidant personality disorder and social anxiety disorder. Borderline personality Disorder: Borderline is a personality disorder.Continue reading “My time dealing with anxiety, panic attacks and isolation, and how I got through it”