99 % time spent in my room for the last 15 years.

For 15 years I spent around 99 % of my life in one room, and I had no idea of this long-term affect on me. I had no idea of how lonely I felt, I had no idea that it would cause a lot of anxiety and a lot of inner turmoil until this happened.Continue reading “99 % time spent in my room for the last 15 years.”

I never realised until today how lonely I’ve been

Thinking back to my experience today feels me with joy and warmth, a feeling I haven’t felt in ages. I didn’t plan to write another blogpost day, but I’m so inspired that I feel compelled to put my experience on paper. So here goes… Faydra smiled. Today was the day. She had no idea whatContinue reading “I never realised until today how lonely I’ve been”

The dangers of being too content!

Is living in a state of being content happiness or is it just to avoid being hurt again? I was sitting in my own world watching Netflix when I suddenly came to a realisation. Its funny that these moments always come out of the blue, and you have no idea why it hasn’t been revealedContinue reading “The dangers of being too content!”

My time dealing with anxiety, panic attacks and isolation, and how I got through it

Around 8 years ago I had just been diagnosed with 3 personality disorders, partial borderline disorder, avoidant personality disorder and social anxiety disorder, and was told I still had some symptoms of PTSD (Post traumatic stress disorder) What is Borderline, avoidant personality disorder and social anxiety disorder. Borderline personality Disorder: Borderline is a personality disorder.Continue reading “My time dealing with anxiety, panic attacks and isolation, and how I got through it”