When Life Beats You Down…

It’s the day after I had my miscarriage. And after an entire day in tears, and having trouble sleeping, I am left feeling a sense of peace. Something bad happened. Something I had been scared off. Dreading… But now after it happened, I am okay. I still feel sad, and that will properly follow meContinue reading “When Life Beats You Down…”

Finding the small Flicker of light in the Dark…

I’ve been beaten down by life several times, and every single time it felt like there was no way out of that darkness. Every time I was so sure this was the end, and nothing would ever be good again. That I had reached the peak of life and there was only one way out…Death.Continue reading “Finding the small Flicker of light in the Dark…”

TOO Sensitive… TOO Nice…TOO Caring…

Soo I’ve been trying to work on my videos all week, but the heat is driving me mad, so I started thinking and surprisingly it wasn’t my videos that was on mind this time. It was being a highly sensitive. I’ve written about being a highly sensitive person before, one of my first post’s whenContinue reading “TOO Sensitive… TOO Nice…TOO Caring…”

How falling in love with a friend, made me realize its time to take a break from love

A lot have been on my mind these last few months and one of these things has been love. Now before I can fully describe this conundrum, I have to start from the beginning. Like every fairy tale starts Once upon a time there was this girl who idolized fairy tales and only ever dreamedContinue reading “How falling in love with a friend, made me realize its time to take a break from love”

How do you heal after a loss in your life?

Everyone who is alive today will or have experienced a loss of a person. Either it’s a death or it’s a relationship ending. I know those two losses are different, but the feeling is still the same. How do you heal after a loss? My gran mother’s death: Both my gran mothers died, fairly quicklyContinue reading “How do you heal after a loss in your life?”

Day 5 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak

Day 5 I did manage to cry last night, after I had written my blog post, it started and ended up crying on and off for an hour or so, maybe longer, all the emotions I was feeling got out, and I felt it as relief. I got the knot I was feeling out myContinue reading “Day 5 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak”

Day 4 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak

Day 4 I couldn’t sleep last night so only manged to have a small nap. I was obsessing about the talk I knew I was going to have with my ex later today, and I was going through everything I was going to ask, and I was really worried how he would react or whatContinue reading “Day 4 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak”

Day 3 – How a higly sensitive person deals with heartbreak

Day 3 I was up for ages this morning, listening to heavy metal music, and half crying and half singing along to the songs. I couldn’t find the rest to go to sleep, and I started feeling this anger. Being angry at the breakup, how it ended. Being angry at not getting these questions thatContinue reading “Day 3 – How a higly sensitive person deals with heartbreak”

Day 2 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak

Day 2 – continuation from day 1 I woke up again having a nightmare about him, my ex, I still can’t get used to that word. Instead of my love, my boyfriend, my friend, my hunny bunny. My ex just feels like such a bad word and doesn’t even come close to how I feelContinue reading “Day 2 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak”

Day 1 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak

In this post and the next I’m going to write a journal like blog, where I go through my recent breakup with my Boyfriend, and how every day ill feel a little bit better. I will write about the ups and downs, so stay tuned, and I really hope with these posts that I couldContinue reading “Day 1 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak”