Today I want to dive deeper into my own head. To the voices I hear, and I am not talking about hearing voices, but how I talk to myself. And to do this, I will start with a little story, to best explain it. You all know by now, that I love my stories. LetsContinue reading “The 3 Voices”
Tag Archives: Fear
Overcoming My Fear of Exercise
My friend texted me “You want to join me in the gym today” At first, I felt excitement. I had just joined the gym, but never actually been there yet. But then I started feeling a sense of dread. “What if I start hyperventilating again?” I thought My experience in the past when I usedContinue reading “Overcoming My Fear of Exercise”
The Seasons of Life
Life is a beautiful thing, but it can also be one’s personal hell, but what if you find yourself feeling scared of the beautiful and instead find yourself thriving in hell? The Tree That Inspired me On my way home from my group meeting I saw this tree. A few months ago, this was inContinue reading “The Seasons of Life”
99 % time spent in my room for the last 15 years.
For 15 years I spent around 99 % of my life in one room, and I had no idea of this long-term affect on me. I had no idea of how lonely I felt, I had no idea that it would cause a lot of anxiety and a lot of inner turmoil until this happened.Continue reading “99 % time spent in my room for the last 15 years.”
From Fear to the Feeling of Empowerment…
I realised something today talking to my dearest Friend, and because of this realisation I’m dedicating this blog post to her. Jessy This is for you, love you girl. I’ve always been anxious about certain things in my life. It’s things that where a big nuisance to me, and something that I always felt shameContinue reading “From Fear to the Feeling of Empowerment…”
The Longest I’ve ever been single.
How has it been like? My last relationship was over 2 and a half years ago, and for many this isn’t a long time to be single, but for me, it’s a lifetime. Since I was 17 and until today, at an age of 37 I’ve jumped from one relationship to another. Never allowing myselfContinue reading “The Longest I’ve ever been single.”
Why do we fear change so much?
I’ll happily admit, I don’t like change. I don’t like new things happening, I don’t like surprises, I like knowing what will happen tomorrow. When my life is changing, I always feel I’m in the middle of the sea not being able to swim back to known shores. Just stuck, scared of drowning. But ifContinue reading “Why do we fear change so much?”
I am?
And the Grind continues It’s been a few weeks, since I made my decision to not let fear and doubt rule my actions anymore, and I’ve accomplished a lot of good things. Ive learnt a lot. Ive learned how to use photoshop better. Ive learned a few things about adobe premiere pro. I Started streamingContinue reading “I am?”
Up the Mountain
Today I’m going to try something new. Something different. Here it goes… Faydra had one goal. To reach the top of the mountain in the far distance, the sun was setting, and she felt she was running out of time, she had to move now and fast. She was excited and picked up her stepContinue reading “Up the Mountain”
I have a confession to make
I have a confession to make In the last post I wrote about my ambitions, how I wanted to become a You tuber and a streamer, how I wanted to fight for the things I dream about and that I dream big. My confession isn’t about those things. I still want those things. My ambitionContinue reading “I have a confession to make”
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