I’m new to blogging but I’ve been wanting to do this for years now, but been to scared or to shy to try. The year of 2019 is almost over and I promised myself going forward I would be more brave so here comes 2020, and a new Fay arises from the ashes of hiding away in the corner.
My plan is to start blogging about some of the views I have on life, my personal life, past, present, and about the games I play.
In most of my free time, basically all my time, I game, Ive been a gamer since I was 22 and I’m now about to turn 35.
Its a huge passion of mine, and being a female gamer in a world full of competitive guys can be a struggle sometimes, to earn the same respect they give each other, and to be seen as an equal and not just as “OMG that’s a female gamer”
When I was growing up I had a difficult childhood, and that has shaped who I am today.
I found out a few years ago I’m highly sensitive and it was an eye opener. Suddenly realising why I was this way, made sense, and I felt less alone and finally the feeling of being understood, when I’ve been telling people for years I feel different, I had a word for it now, something that could explain why I am the way I am.
Being highly sensitive is still hugely misunderstood, its a new word most people haven’t heard of or don’t fully understand.
I’m still learning a little every day, and I still have a long way of understanding it. What I did learn is that it Isn’t something bad, it just is, its not white or black its colors.
Going forward I’m gonna post my process of learning more about it, how i think about it, and how the world around me sees it.
Basically I have a lot to write about.
Sometimes it will be a long rant about something, sometimes more questions I have, and try to find the answers myself.
2020 will be great, and this is my way to make it great. To finally stop the silence but get the word out.
Missfaylyn 