It’s the day after I had my miscarriage. And after an entire day in tears, and having trouble sleeping, I am left feeling a sense of peace. Something bad happened. Something I had been scared off. Dreading… But now after it happened, I am okay. I still feel sad, and that will properly follow meContinue reading “When Life Beats You Down…”
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Should we try for a Baby?…
Trigger Warning! This is my story over the last few months and up to today. This is why I havent written a blog post in a while. A lot had happend last time I wrote a post, and today im sharing everything. Read with care. I had to write about it. I write blog postsContinue reading “Should we try for a Baby?…”
Too Soon…
Before you read this. There might be triggers. So, thread carefully… It happened… The storm I feared came sooner than I expected. The storm as expected tore through the foundation I had so carefully built the last year. Everything that I had so carefully built up for myself, shattered and I am now at squareContinue reading “Too Soon…”
Learning How to create a Budget for the First Time
There is a lot I am in control over in my life right now. My routine/daily schedule – check A healthy lifestyle – check Healthy friendships – check A good work routine and flow – check But there is one thing I am absolutely horrible at managing. And I have always been the worst atContinue reading “Learning How to create a Budget for the First Time”
Finding Balance
I’ve never been good at creating balance in my life. I either do things in extremes or not at all Ill give you an example. My videos and Creative work When I feel inspired or passionate, I can work on my videos from the minute I get up until late morning, sometimes I even workedContinue reading “Finding Balance”
The dangers of being too content!
Is living in a state of being content happiness or is it just to avoid being hurt again? I was sitting in my own world watching Netflix when I suddenly came to a realisation. Its funny that these moments always come out of the blue, and you have no idea why it hasn’t been revealedContinue reading “The dangers of being too content!”
Emotions, a weakness or a strenght?
Part one… This will be about how I grew up thinking and what I think about it today How I grew up… I grew up getting told I was too sensitive, that I was too emotional, and I learned very quickly that emotions where a bad thing. It was only when I smiled, I feltContinue reading “Emotions, a weakness or a strenght?”
How do you heal after a loss in your life?
Everyone who is alive today will or have experienced a loss of a person. Either it’s a death or it’s a relationship ending. I know those two losses are different, but the feeling is still the same. How do you heal after a loss? My gran mother’s death: Both my gran mothers died, fairly quicklyContinue reading “How do you heal after a loss in your life?”
Rejection
I broke down last night. I saw a picture of my ex on my Facebook that he had already moved on. First thought I had “3 months ago we broke up and he already moved on” Second thought “he looks happy I’m really happy for him” I even smiled a little and then Third thoughtContinue reading “Rejection”
Having lived with PTSD
PTSD Post traumatic stress disorder. This is the definition of what PTSD is. Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is a mental health condition that’s triggered by a terrifying event — either experiencing it or witnessing it. Symptoms may include flashbacks, nightmares and severe anxiety, as well as uncontrollable thoughts about the event. Some of the symptomsContinue reading “Having lived with PTSD”
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