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My dream – Becoming a twitch streamer and content creator on you tube

I’ve been living in a limbo of not knowing what to do with my life for years. When people asked me so what do you do? what do you dream of, what do you want to do with your life? I had no answer to give, then only thing I knew I wanted for sureContinue reading “My dream – Becoming a twitch streamer and content creator on you tube”

Emotions, a weakness or a strenght?

Part 3 What do I wish for society I wish that I had learned emotional control at a younger age and not by myself. I wish that it was more common to talk about emotions and to deal with strong emotions, talking to others about them. I wish that we could recognise emotions as beingContinue reading “Emotions, a weakness or a strenght?”

Emotions, a weakness or strenght?

Part two Feeling and showing emotions isn’t a weakness for me anymore, it’s a strength, and here is why. Connection: Being honest about my emotions to the people around me and showing them has brought me closer friendships and connections then I ever felt I had before. People see into me now and know whoContinue reading “Emotions, a weakness or strenght?”

How do you heal after a loss in your life?

Everyone who is alive today will or have experienced a loss of a person. Either it’s a death or it’s a relationship ending. I know those two losses are different, but the feeling is still the same. How do you heal after a loss? My gran mother’s death: Both my gran mothers died, fairly quicklyContinue reading “How do you heal after a loss in your life?”

How I turned Pain into my biggest motivator

I’ve dealt with a lot of pain in my life, not the psychical kind, even though when you are in great emotional pain, it does have a great affect on your body as well, but the kind of pain that sits in your heart. Losing people, I care about, feelings of being rejected or hurtContinue reading “How I turned Pain into my biggest motivator”

Day 5 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak

Day 5 I did manage to cry last night, after I had written my blog post, it started and ended up crying on and off for an hour or so, maybe longer, all the emotions I was feeling got out, and I felt it as relief. I got the knot I was feeling out myContinue reading “Day 5 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak”

Day 4 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak

Day 4 I couldn’t sleep last night so only manged to have a small nap. I was obsessing about the talk I knew I was going to have with my ex later today, and I was going through everything I was going to ask, and I was really worried how he would react or whatContinue reading “Day 4 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak”

Day 3 – How a higly sensitive person deals with heartbreak

Day 3 I was up for ages this morning, listening to heavy metal music, and half crying and half singing along to the songs. I couldn’t find the rest to go to sleep, and I started feeling this anger. Being angry at the breakup, how it ended. Being angry at not getting these questions thatContinue reading “Day 3 – How a higly sensitive person deals with heartbreak”

Day 1 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak

In this post and the next I’m going to write a journal like blog, where I go through my recent breakup with my Boyfriend, and how every day ill feel a little bit better. I will write about the ups and downs, so stay tuned, and I really hope with these posts that I couldContinue reading “Day 1 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak”