This is going to be a different post then I normally do. This post I plan to make a future series off. It’s about the thoughts and feelings roaming around in my head and body. I at times have to write a mind dumb as a call it, so I both get it out thereContinue reading “Welcome To my Head…”
Category Archives: Present
The Seasons of Life
Life is a beautiful thing, but it can also be one’s personal hell, but what if you find yourself feeling scared of the beautiful and instead find yourself thriving in hell? The Tree That Inspired me On my way home from my group meeting I saw this tree. A few months ago, this was inContinue reading “The Seasons of Life”
99 % time spent in my room for the last 15 years.
For 15 years I spent around 99 % of my life in one room, and I had no idea of this long-term affect on me. I had no idea of how lonely I felt, I had no idea that it would cause a lot of anxiety and a lot of inner turmoil until this happened.Continue reading “99 % time spent in my room for the last 15 years.”
Overthinking…Observant…(H)onesty
I have a habit of overthinking, and today I realised one of the reasons. This is something to do with me being a highly sensitive person. One of those things I never understood and why I think it’s because of this sensitivity trait I have. I had one of those light bulb moments today SoContinue reading “Overthinking…Observant…(H)onesty”
What a Week of INTENSE E-motion.
It’s been an intense week. A lot of personal growth, intense emotions, and change, but it made me realise how to stay calm in that internal storm of mine. So, what happened? Over last few months I’ve slowly spent my time gaming less, and gone out in the real world, and in doing this IContinue reading “What a Week of INTENSE E-motion.”
From Fear to the Feeling of Empowerment…
I realised something today talking to my dearest Friend, and because of this realisation I’m dedicating this blog post to her. Jessy This is for you, love you girl. I’ve always been anxious about certain things in my life. It’s things that where a big nuisance to me, and something that I always felt shameContinue reading “From Fear to the Feeling of Empowerment…”
In The Calm, A Storm is Brewing
I’m changing and changing rapidly. Almost everything in my life is changing and to the extremes. Its healthy and really good changes, that feel rewarding, and makes me feel a sense of calm and happiness I haven’t felt before. But in the calm, there is also a storm brewing. A storm that could threaten mostContinue reading “In The Calm, A Storm is Brewing”
The Longest I’ve ever been single.
How has it been like? My last relationship was over 2 and a half years ago, and for many this isn’t a long time to be single, but for me, it’s a lifetime. Since I was 17 and until today, at an age of 37 I’ve jumped from one relationship to another. Never allowing myselfContinue reading “The Longest I’ve ever been single.”
Creating Healthier Habits
My life is in a weird place right now. But in a good way. I no longer live a sedentary life where I sit in front of my computer from the minute I wake up until the second I hit the pillow at night. I no longer sleep whenever I want but go to bedContinue reading “Creating Healthier Habits”
The Dark Side of Beauty
15-year-old Fay looking into the mirror Green eyes, soft brown hair in braids, a soft curl to the stray hair. “ERGH, I hate it, I hate how I look” “I wish I could wear classes and look geekier, then maybe people would stop labelling me as pretty and cute. I could be considered a smartContinue reading “The Dark Side of Beauty”
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