I’ve been beaten down by life several times, and every single time it felt like there was no way out of that darkness. Every time I was so sure this was the end, and nothing would ever be good again. That I had reached the peak of life and there was only one way out…Death.Continue reading “Finding the small Flicker of light in the Dark…”
Category Archives: My past
I’m a Survivor NOT a Victim
In my childhood and early teens, I was a victim of many things. Things happened to me that was out of my control, things that should never have happened to a child. Things that made me feel like a victim most of my life. What happened? When I was 5 years old, I lived withContinue reading “I’m a Survivor NOT a Victim”
The Longest I’ve ever been single.
How has it been like? My last relationship was over 2 and a half years ago, and for many this isn’t a long time to be single, but for me, it’s a lifetime. Since I was 17 and until today, at an age of 37 I’ve jumped from one relationship to another. Never allowing myselfContinue reading “The Longest I’ve ever been single.”
The Dark Side of Beauty
15-year-old Fay looking into the mirror Green eyes, soft brown hair in braids, a soft curl to the stray hair. “ERGH, I hate it, I hate how I look” “I wish I could wear classes and look geekier, then maybe people would stop labelling me as pretty and cute. I could be considered a smartContinue reading “The Dark Side of Beauty”
The Kind words of a Social Worker
Its too warm today. A heatwave in Denmark. While wanting to write a few blogpost finding it hard to choose, what to write about, suddenly I remember a moment in my life. A moment of great importance to my life today. And its all thx to this kind and caring social worker I had a fewContinue reading “The Kind words of a Social Worker”
Why do we fear change so much?
I’ll happily admit, I don’t like change. I don’t like new things happening, I don’t like surprises, I like knowing what will happen tomorrow. When my life is changing, I always feel I’m in the middle of the sea not being able to swim back to known shores. Just stuck, scared of drowning. But ifContinue reading “Why do we fear change so much?”
Too Sensitive too Love?
Inspiration has hit again, and today I want to write about 3 core moments in my past relationships. Where my sensitive side came through. The Beauty of a Song… The Phone rang, it was him. She looked around in a panic. Unsure if she should pick up… She tried to wipe her tears and drownContinue reading “Too Sensitive too Love?”
TOO Sensitive… TOO Nice…TOO Caring…
Soo I’ve been trying to work on my videos all week, but the heat is driving me mad, so I started thinking and surprisingly it wasn’t my videos that was on mind this time. It was being a highly sensitive. I’ve written about being a highly sensitive person before, one of my first post’s whenContinue reading “TOO Sensitive… TOO Nice…TOO Caring…”
Friendship should be about being able to be YOURSELF.
I wanted to write about friendship as an HSP (Highly sensitive person), but the more I looked at the empty paper in front of me I just couldn’t put into words what I was going to write. I kept thinking back to one episode in my life that was recent in my mind still. IContinue reading “Friendship should be about being able to be YOURSELF.”
The dangers of being too content!
Is living in a state of being content happiness or is it just to avoid being hurt again? I was sitting in my own world watching Netflix when I suddenly came to a realisation. Its funny that these moments always come out of the blue, and you have no idea why it hasn’t been revealedContinue reading “The dangers of being too content!”
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