I am finally ready to be on the road of my dreams

It’s been a while since I last posted a blog post, but its funny how fast time goes, when you are focusing on something. Sunday the 15 January I finally did it. After 1 year of debating whether to go for it or not, I did it. I posted videos to my new You TubeContinue reading “I am finally ready to be on the road of my dreams”

The Reason why I escaped into the World of Online Gaming

I’ve been thinking a lot about the reason why I chose to live half my life in the virtual gaming world, instead of living in the real world. And I think to really emphasise what happened back then Ill start with a story. What I will share today is something I’ve been ashamed of forContinue reading “The Reason why I escaped into the World of Online Gaming”

Shadow Side of Gaming

The last few days I’ve been thinking about gaming. I’ve been so busy working on my plans for my you tube channel and my brand and new videos I want to make. One of the ideas I had for a video was to share all the good things about gaming. And there is a lotContinue reading “Shadow Side of Gaming”

Ambition

The other day my best friend and me where talking and she mentioned something to me that took me by surprise. She told me I am ambitious, and I was so shocked by this word, ambition. I’ve never thought I was capable of being ambitious, I never ever realised that I had that in me,Continue reading “Ambition”

My dream – Becoming a twitch streamer and content creator on you tube

I’ve been living in a limbo of not knowing what to do with my life for years. When people asked me so what do you do? what do you dream of, what do you want to do with your life? I had no answer to give, then only thing I knew I wanted for sureContinue reading “My dream – Becoming a twitch streamer and content creator on you tube”

How I turned Pain into my biggest motivator

I’ve dealt with a lot of pain in my life, not the psychical kind, even though when you are in great emotional pain, it does have a great affect on your body as well, but the kind of pain that sits in your heart. Losing people, I care about, feelings of being rejected or hurtContinue reading “How I turned Pain into my biggest motivator”

Day 2 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak

Day 2 – continuation from day 1 I woke up again having a nightmare about him, my ex, I still can’t get used to that word. Instead of my love, my boyfriend, my friend, my hunny bunny. My ex just feels like such a bad word and doesn’t even come close to how I feelContinue reading “Day 2 – How a highly sensitive person deals with heartbreak”

How to turn failures into something you can be proud of

Its been a while since I’ve been writing It wasn’t really because I didn’t want to write just wasn’t in the right head space to put anything down on paper. My thoughts all jumbled up. I’m going to start explaining my time in March I got back from England in February, and in march weContinue reading “How to turn failures into something you can be proud of”

Dont THINK, just DO.

So being brave despite fearing a negative result is easier than I expected. For years I wanted to do something that matters to me, but I feared failing, so I didn’t. Being a streamer, and starting a blog was all unreachable dreams, that my fear held me back from. In my mind, I kept thinking.Continue reading “Dont THINK, just DO.”

World of Warcraft

I started playing World of Warcraft in November 2007. Burning crusade had been released in January the same year. I’ve been watching my boyfriend and his friends play and something about the game spoke to me. I just had to try it for myself, and that’s where Faydra was born. A Bloodelf Retribution Paladin. IContinue reading “World of Warcraft”