When I was 18, I dreamed big. I dreamed of writing books. I dreamed of going to university, having a degree in something. I dreamed of having a career, and a family one day. Of having my very own house and live a life that most people do. 10 years later when I turned 28,Continue reading “Finding my Purpose and how much I Changed because of it.”
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The 3 Voices
Today I want to dive deeper into my own head. To the voices I hear, and I am not talking about hearing voices, but how I talk to myself. And to do this, I will start with a little story, to best explain it. You all know by now, that I love my stories. LetsContinue reading “The 3 Voices”
Overcoming My Fear of Exercise
My friend texted me “You want to join me in the gym today” At first, I felt excitement. I had just joined the gym, but never actually been there yet. But then I started feeling a sense of dread. “What if I start hyperventilating again?” I thought My experience in the past when I usedContinue reading “Overcoming My Fear of Exercise”
The Reason why I escaped into the World of Online Gaming
I’ve been thinking a lot about the reason why I chose to live half my life in the virtual gaming world, instead of living in the real world. And I think to really emphasise what happened back then Ill start with a story. What I will share today is something I’ve been ashamed of forContinue reading “The Reason why I escaped into the World of Online Gaming”
Welcome To my Head…
This is going to be a different post then I normally do. This post I plan to make a future series off. It’s about the thoughts and feelings roaming around in my head and body. I at times have to write a mind dumb as a call it, so I both get it out thereContinue reading “Welcome To my Head…”
The Seasons of Life
Life is a beautiful thing, but it can also be one’s personal hell, but what if you find yourself feeling scared of the beautiful and instead find yourself thriving in hell? The Tree That Inspired me On my way home from my group meeting I saw this tree. A few months ago, this was inContinue reading “The Seasons of Life”
99 % time spent in my room for the last 15 years.
For 15 years I spent around 99 % of my life in one room, and I had no idea of this long-term affect on me. I had no idea of how lonely I felt, I had no idea that it would cause a lot of anxiety and a lot of inner turmoil until this happened.Continue reading “99 % time spent in my room for the last 15 years.”
Overthinking…Observant…(H)onesty
I have a habit of overthinking, and today I realised one of the reasons. This is something to do with me being a highly sensitive person. One of those things I never understood and why I think it’s because of this sensitivity trait I have. I had one of those light bulb moments today SoContinue reading “Overthinking…Observant…(H)onesty”
Finding the small Flicker of light in the Dark…
I’ve been beaten down by life several times, and every single time it felt like there was no way out of that darkness. Every time I was so sure this was the end, and nothing would ever be good again. That I had reached the peak of life and there was only one way out…Death.Continue reading “Finding the small Flicker of light in the Dark…”
I’m a Survivor NOT a Victim
In my childhood and early teens, I was a victim of many things. Things happened to me that was out of my control, things that should never have happened to a child. Things that made me feel like a victim most of my life. What happened? When I was 5 years old, I lived withContinue reading “I’m a Survivor NOT a Victim”
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