This is going to be a different post then I normally do. This post I plan to make a future series off. It’s about the thoughts and feelings roaming around in my head and body. I at times have to write a mind dumb as a call it, so I both get it out thereContinue reading “Welcome To my Head…”
Monthly Archives: October 2022
The Seasons of Life
Life is a beautiful thing, but it can also be one’s personal hell, but what if you find yourself feeling scared of the beautiful and instead find yourself thriving in hell? The Tree That Inspired me On my way home from my group meeting I saw this tree. A few months ago, this was inContinue reading “The Seasons of Life”
99 % time spent in my room for the last 15 years.
For 15 years I spent around 99 % of my life in one room, and I had no idea of this long-term affect on me. I had no idea of how lonely I felt, I had no idea that it would cause a lot of anxiety and a lot of inner turmoil until this happened.Continue reading “99 % time spent in my room for the last 15 years.”
Overthinking…Observant…(H)onesty
I have a habit of overthinking, and today I realised one of the reasons. This is something to do with me being a highly sensitive person. One of those things I never understood and why I think it’s because of this sensitivity trait I have. I had one of those light bulb moments today SoContinue reading “Overthinking…Observant…(H)onesty”
Finding the small Flicker of light in the Dark…
I’ve been beaten down by life several times, and every single time it felt like there was no way out of that darkness. Every time I was so sure this was the end, and nothing would ever be good again. That I had reached the peak of life and there was only one way out…Death.Continue reading “Finding the small Flicker of light in the Dark…”
I’m a Survivor NOT a Victim
In my childhood and early teens, I was a victim of many things. Things happened to me that was out of my control, things that should never have happened to a child. Things that made me feel like a victim most of my life. What happened? When I was 5 years old, I lived withContinue reading “I’m a Survivor NOT a Victim”
What a Week of INTENSE E-motion.
It’s been an intense week. A lot of personal growth, intense emotions, and change, but it made me realise how to stay calm in that internal storm of mine. So, what happened? Over last few months I’ve slowly spent my time gaming less, and gone out in the real world, and in doing this IContinue reading “What a Week of INTENSE E-motion.”
From Fear to the Feeling of Empowerment…
I realised something today talking to my dearest Friend, and because of this realisation I’m dedicating this blog post to her. Jessy This is for you, love you girl. I’ve always been anxious about certain things in my life. It’s things that where a big nuisance to me, and something that I always felt shameContinue reading “From Fear to the Feeling of Empowerment…”
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