Fay was born a decade ago.
Fay for me was born while I was gaming. When I made my first character in World of Warcraft.
Faydra was her name and it was a paladin. A warrior of every things that right. Defender of light.
I see her as brave and kick ass.
Its everything I wasn’t when I first started playing but wanted to be. Over the years I integrated more of Faydra into my own life.
Learning how to be brave and to feel proud of myself and in control over my own life, as much as I can be.
When the world around me was tough and I didn’t feel like I had control, when I played faydra I partly became Her and I forgot my troubles.
I started coming up with this story in my head about Faydra, and I realized everything I am in game, and what Faydra is to me, I can be as well.
I can be brave, strong, independent and kick ass. I just had to jump into new things, better to fail then to never have tried became the mantra in my head.
So I slowly started doing things I was scared off.
I started slowly with things in game. Being more competitive, starting a guild, being more social.
This year I took it a step further, and started streaming on twitch for the first time, and culminated in me writing this blog.
My goal with my blog is mostly personal, being brave enough to put my thoughts out there.
I’ve always wanted to write publicly, especially about my past experiences.
I had a trouble childhood, and a rough adulthood, and what got me through those events was to write about it and playing games.
I will Write about
- Past experiences
- Having lived with PTSD
- Being a highly sensitive person
- Being a gamer
- My thoughts on subjects that are relevant to the time I write them
- Being raised by a gypsy mom
- Being raised by a Foster Family
The time for hiding away is gone, and a fearless Fay rises from the ashes below.
I hope you enjoy this blog as it will be for me writing it 🙂
You are welcome to write me comments and your thoughts on things.
I do it for myself mainly but if some one enjoys reading it, that´s just awesome
Have a nice day and may you find the brave version of yourself too as I found Faydra
Missfaylyn 